Wednesday, August 30, 2006

shitass peoples.

I DID ALL THESE AND YET?

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and i chionged.
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like 5 hours doign the video.
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1 and a half hr doing writeup.
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and you know when i went back to school
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cos evan and matthew didnt help
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so i said we'll give them the fiels and they'll make another video
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and you know what happens?
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eli and th went to talk to them behind my back.
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and right
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after school ends,
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th and eli chionged back home.
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and evan and matthew went out of school compound
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to call me about the project.
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i just blew up at them through the phone.
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it really gives me no reason lah.
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its like.
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tunghsi and elicia will never understand how much i have done for the projects lah?
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and they're merely hitching a ride for my marks.
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which i worked hard for myself.
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and i cant bear to see them fail?
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and yet they betray me like that?
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what was the 6 hours i spent at night, with my eyes
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struggling to keep open for?
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when im nto even at the very least appreciaated.
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and when i came back to school it was damn painful to keep my eues open.
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and i really coulkdnt styand it anymore and got scolded by both hist and maths teachers for sleeping in class?
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and the many many marks i have thrown away for science test just cos of maths sculpture cos i stayed up awake to research on the things.
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and so i was like not concentrating fduring test cos i was damn tired?
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and i dont even hold it gainst them for doing nothing?
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i could have done individual and left them to fail?
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i could have left everything till today.
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but right even though i researched and lkie even drafted and gave them steps.
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they were dman reluctasnt to do.
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and did dman slowly?
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HELLO AT LEAST SHOW YOUR APPRECIATION?


SHITASS PEOPLE.

Sunday, August 27, 2006

TO DAWN:

hey girl! (:

okay, things have been changing.
ALOT.
transfers within sections,
taking away Pluto from our solar system of 9 planets,
growing more and more impatient,
how much i dont get to talk to you anymore,
and how within a day, my crush is a totally different person.

perhaps these changes will bring about good, i don't know yet.
but one thing for sure,
looking at the way things currently ARE,
it's not a very good sign.

Firstly, the transfer within sections in SE.
i really don't get what ms ku is doing.
fancy building up the cello and the violin 1s.
leaving the violas, violin2s and basses to rot.
time and time again,
i worry for the survival of dhsse.
how unfair it is,
that WE AS PART OF SE.
must forever fear whether our CCA will just fall apart.
and how, band and chinese orchestra stand tall and proud,
how eds, despite that bronze in dance, still do not have to fear about being taken apart.
would it be fair for us?
even if it was just that one year.
and seeing our current standards,
would be something we would not achieve again?
but really, now the problem is internal.
WHAT THE HELL IS MS KU REALLY TRYING TO DO?
FANCY TAKING AWAY ZHOU FROM THE VIOLAS?
TAKING JIAHUI AWAY FROM THE VIOLIN 2s?
okay, its not much of my business, but
I ONCE AGAIN, LIKE LAST YEAR, FEAR FOR THE SURVIVAL OF SE.

Secondly, it's about Pluto,
but i guess you wont really want to know so much about pluto being kicked out of the solar planets.
but yeah, we now have only 8 planets, not 9.
:(
poor outcasted pluto.

Thirdly, yes i have really become more and more impatient.
I'm sure you've noticed at times when my tone changes when i talk to you?
A tone of anger and impatience.
i really regret.
because lately, i've been using it alot.
especially on very very close friends and my family.
i do hope i am forgiven.
but really i still must try to change it.
i should be more tolerant and thankful for the people.
instead of treating them like that.
ohwells, i'm on my way to changing back to how i was. (:

Fourthly, i confess i feel that i have been drifting very far away from you,
cos i dont get as much a chance to talk to you anymore.
but you have and always been.
my best friend (:
though you're not the only, you're ONE OF THEM ;D
i guess this blog,
shall once again,
bring us back closer,
(:

I LOVE SE, AND IM SURE YOU DO TOO, ITS JUST THAT THERE ARE SHITASS PEOPLE WITHIN YOUR SECTION! (:

fifthly, yeah crush. T_T
the topic of concern of the ever-so-romantic dawn who now claims she'll only date books.
temporarily huh?
AHHA cool. (:
okay i'm currently.
VERYVERY SATISFIED WITH WHO I AM CRUSHING ON NOW.
even though i dont know him and he doesnt know me.
but he really is positively cute.
even when he talks on msn.
<3333333!

HAHAHAHHAHA.

okay, thats all i have to say for now. (:

& I LOVE DAWN. <3!>

-LINGALALL [270806]